I don’t even know where to start
Yet again, I am working on cleaning up, and mostly failing at it. Except — as usual — for my kitchen, which is cleanish. (Needs more cleaning, but I need to blog work.)
So I’m trying to think up plans for how I can make myself clean. Reserve 5 minutes every hour to neaten? Is 5 minutes too short to get anything done before it’s over? Do things like laundry count? I know I can’t force myself to clean for much longer than that, because I get bored or distracted and I don’t care enough otherwise. Could I invite people over? I’d clean up if people were here. Maybe. Possibly I would pile stuff in my bedroom.
I mean, my place isn’t quite as disastrous as I’m making it sound (and it’s much better than other places I’ve lived, though I am just giving myself time here). But it’s not exactly not, either. And thinking about how I want to clean it up tires me. But having it not clean also tires me.