a wolf angel is not a good angel

Except I don’t really know what kind of vacation I need or want. This is more of my uncertainty-about-everything, I guess. It is rather annoying, though.

This is my comfy chair.

I never get to sit in it.

Okay, these cramps are just *weird*. They’re not painful — or at least, not as painful as they sometimes can be, though periodically there’s a wave of it — but I feel half-nauseated all the time (as well as hungry all the time). Not enough to be sick, but enough that I want to be sick, which I am avoiding, because when I throw up I almost always end up getting ear infections, which I despise even more than feeling sickish.

So I am feeling all off — the pain is weird, the nausea is weird, every single muscle feels tight and achy and something I can’t describe, and worst of all, it’s not going away despite my taking pills! Magical pills, do your magic cramp-relief! Please, I am begging you.

Now I got my period. I hate cramps.

Well, that one night of lots of sleep was wonderful, but so mean: I did not sleep well tonight. I slept in past 8 again (yay!) but fell asleep much later. Maybe I’ll try to nap today.

Not only is it Matilda week, it’s druggy Matilda week!

I am amazed she’s never torn this bag open.

I am feeling so great and wonderful! I am cleaning up, and things are *getting done*. Yes, in small intervals: I’m working. But still! I am seeing differences. I don’t feel slow or draggy.

Is this what it’s always like when you sleep enough? It’s incredible.

I slept. I went to my parents’ house to make them dinner, and then around 9 I fell asleep for about an hour. I woke up, went home, where I went to sleep — 11? — and I only woke up at 8.30! (Plus the one time I woke up in the middle of the night to pee.) I forgot how *good* it could feel to sleep. Wow. It’s so wonderful.

Hi Sammy!

We haven’t seen you in a while because you are happier with other people because you are the world’s most faithless cat. Cute. But faithless.

See? A pillow.