Annoyed? Angry? Can’t be sure
Because I’m in a bad mood and pissed at the world, including — or especially — the people who are now playing their bad music LOUDLY (instead of the usual fairly pleasant music fairly quietly), I am pleased that their landlord is planning on selling the place instead. (I still am not sure it will work, what with what she wants to do being illegal and all. And actually I dislike her, too, so I can’t decide who to root for and see what I said about vengeful?)
I might need to sleep with my window shut, which will super suck. Option 2: listen to something (music, movie) that is loud enough to drown out their music. Why not be just as annoying, except in an antisocial way instead of at the party or whatever it is.
What I really need is to wake up when I’m not so obnoxious, when every little thing doesn’t make me angry or upset. To change myself, or my life, or something. I can’t figure out exactly where my anger is directed, or wants to be, or ought to be. Or if it’s really anger or something else entirely, masquerading as anger.
September 10th, 2006 at 12:53 am
I’m hoping yoga is going to help me when I start feeling like that. Although maybe that might be a little too much to expect from a DVD. It should be here in just a few more days. I’ll let you know.
Oh, and, isn’t it a full moon tonight? Damn lunar cycle affecting all kinds of stuff and making people crazy. Maybe if you snuggle up with the cat and some soothing music of your own, you’ll get a good night’s rest, then wake up tomorrow actually feeling better. We can only hope.