Bleh
The problem really is how much I dislike myself when I interact with my sister. I can’t seem to keep myself acting anything better than sulky toddler.
I would go into more detail about her again but, really, what’s the point? The fights are always the same, my reactions are always the same, I know it sounds like I overreact, but the truth is, she is incredibly cruel, and all the time, it just doesn’t translate. And I can’t seem to be sympathetic to any of her issues, and I can’t even manage my own enough to deal with her in a way that I don’t end up regretting for some reason.